So tonight before the photos I went for a lay by the pool. While lathering up with the oil in anticipation for not returning to the uk anything less than golden I took a look down at the not so attractive way my stomach kind of folded together as I leaned to the side!!! Hmmmmm there's a wee bit more there now than there was before. Thankfully I care less about what other people think of me and more about what I feel about me. Wake up call x